Let's go back. Back to the beginning.
It was 4 years ago, since the first time we met. No... Not our first time exactly. But I remember, you came to my school and picked up your ex. Me, Tina, Sartika and Sasiet were there too. So you picked us up with your Avanza and drove us to PIM. I didnt really notice you that day, and yea, I had a boyfriend that day.
Years go by, we met again on Aska's farewell party. I remember you, and your name. So I said 'hi' and you replied 'halloooooo'. At the first time, I thought that you've forgotten me. But yea, you remember.
Aska went away. And I didnt have a place to go. Sasiet lived in a semi-apartment called D'Lofts. So I went there. And I met you again, you used to visit Amel and Tabe's room with Cembon. We talked a lot, laughed so hard and went to several places together.
And we went to Bandung. Aya made us, so you and I, Sasiet, Tabe went to Bandung together. We picked Indah and Aya and went back to Jakarta and slept at D'Lofts. Oh yes, it was your birthday. We celebrated it at Puncak. It was full of surprises.
You texted me every day, every time. We used to go together, went to several places, and yea, we laughed a lot. It was fast.
And one day, when we were together in my room, you said it. You love me. I love you too, papi.
You held me so tight. You took a good care of me since then. You treated me like I am the only one. You were so protective.
And you moved to Bali to reach your dream, to be a great pilot. Distance and time tested us, but we made friends with them.
I cried, you cried, we cried.
I laughed, you laughed, we laughed.
We shared everything.
And one day, we fought. It took almost a week until you texted me. It said, "I cant do this anymore, I'm sorry".
Felt like my world falls. I begged you to change your mind, but you didnt listen. You kept your words, you drove me crazy. I didnt have a good sleep for days. I forced my mind to forget you, I cant. It's getting worst each day.
I'm glad we are back now. We're together again. Please, hold me, because I will hold you tighter than before. I will hold you until it hurts.