Anggia.

Dont let them bother you.
Erase it, bury it.
I can see the disappointment on your face.
Hey, dont cry.

It is normal to feel bad like this.
Too much expectation leads you to sadness.
And now?
You're fucked up, killed by expectation.

You're alone, I know.
You want him to see you smile.
To feel an enourmous feeling on this day,
A happy feeling which is ready to explode into a thousand bright colors.

But he wasn't there.

He's not here.
He's so far away from you, away from town.
It's like reaching the horizon alone, I know.

Hey.... Stop crying.
Accept it, this is was your choice.
I love you, I'm with you.
You're inside my circle, you're safe.

Look at me. Look at me.
You're breathing.
Leave it all behind.
Bite my hands.

Let your heart beats faster than before.
Let your heart explodes.
Feel those shits, feel it.
Let it be.

Anggia,
Two hours are enough for crying.
I'll sing you off to sleep.
I'll hold your hand until you find your dream.

Now go to sleep, little lady.
Feel me in.
I'll watch you soar.
I'll wipe your tears.

I'm smiling.
You're sleeping now.
I'm glad.
Rest my dear, you're too tired.

Call me when you cant feel a thing.
Find me under the table,
Smoking and watching you in silence.
I'll never leave you.

Anggia,
Happy birthday.
I love you.
Goodnight.

-Noah