Just............. Go Home.

Dear RayRay,
Thanks for coming.
I appreciate it but i hate you.
Dont say that you're better than anyone.
Dont say that you can take care of me every moment.
Dont say that he's a bad person, he is not.
And dont say that, "you can trust me" and cry, i hate that line.
I dont need those shits that came out from your mouth.
I need me, myself and i.
And cig.
Just go away.
And dont cry, big boy.

DiscomfortDistractingReactingHaunting

What a boring night.
I spent my day with my cousins....
I was, happy.
But now, no i am not.

I've been waiting for Popo to call.
Where is he hoohsssssssssssssss im tired my eyes are redddd'ah!

I'm texting with my friend right now, talkin about my ex.
He passed away, a few years ago.
I remember when he said, "Oh i really love this song".
It's Linkin Park - Crawling Reanimation.

A few years later, i saw him.
It was the creepiest day ever.
He crawled towards me and asked me to gave him what he wanted.

And then... He left this beautiful world.
I didn't know about it, my cousin didn't call or text me.
He told after his burial.
I CRIEEEEEEEDDDD!!~

He loved the song and he did it.

Living In Neverland Ranch

Hello word, it' been a while :D
Gw ga bikin post baru karena lagi nginep di rumah nenek.
Kangen sama nenek jadinya kesini yayyy :D

Gw baru buka Twitter lagi, it's been 5 months yahahahahahhsssss
Akhirnya gw update lagi dan lagi dan akhirnya sukses.
Gila ya internet makin canggih aja,
Dulu Friendster, Myspace, Facebook, sekarang Twitter zzzz
Btw sekarang Friendster bisa chat loh! HAHAHAH

Pas gw ulangtahun kemaren, gw seneng banget soalnya banyak yang ngucapin :D
Ohhh bahagianya hati ini~
Mereka inget dan pas gw buka FB woooww notif seabgrekkk zzz
It was fantastic! :D

10 orang pertama yag ngucapin Happy Bday, Aem :D

Putra Argharna Channing
Arzita Shafira
Geraldine Clarinta
Bestari Salsatieu
Raka Widyarma
Audie Anjani
Della Sagitaria
Marco Adriaanz
Grace Van Leuken
Girani Manda

Thanks guys i love you all! :D

Btw selama nginep di rumah nenek, seneng bgt rasanya ketemu sama sodarakyu tercinta,
Safira and Rere (kalo ngomong Rere kok agak sensi ya ehem)
Tiap hari gw urusin kaya babysitter bla bla bla...
And enuff!

Stupid Kid Is Defending Himself ! LOL

Aduh anak2 jaman sekarang ya... Begonya ga ketulungan...
Gw lagi ketawa nih, karena apa? Karena ada anak bego
Kenapa bego? Karena gara2 dia minta nomer gw di Facebook dan gw laporin ke cewenya, dia berantem sama cewenya
BEGO kan?

Jadi gini ceritanya.
Jadi waktu itu di Facebook ada yang ngeadd gw kan, namanya Ecko (yaelah Eko aja kali) nama Facebooknya Ecko Petsykes, liat aja kalo mau. dia ngewall gw, ya gw bales dong, secara gw tidak sombong dan baik hati... ea
Trs tiba2 dia minta nomer gw nih, lewat inbox. YAAA GA GW KASIH LAH SIAPA LOOOO HEYYY~
Gw pindah tuh ke wall, gw bilang "minta nomer hp buat apa" eeeh wall gw diapus... maklum udah ada cewe juga dia... kalo ketawan abis kan HAHAHA :D
Dia tetep minta nomer hp gw tuh, ga gw kasih kan, dan gw bilang minta izin sama mantan gw dulu dan dia ga berani hahahha cowo macem apa loooo...

Dan karena gw kesel nih sama dia karena kayanya dia ngeboongin bininye, gw add lah bininya dan gw message ke bininya nih namanya Grace, kalo lakinye minta nomer gw.

Akhirnya dibales, dibilang minta nomer gw buat taruhan. eh babik lo haram! siapa lo maen nunjuk gw sebagai barang taruhan? ngamuk kan gw dan gw copy paste aja omongan si EckoGecko ini ke bininya dari bagian si Ecko bilang "kan lo cantik sekali,kok nggak punya ??" (maksudnya ga punya pacar) ampe selese.

Akhirnya si Grace bls message gw dan dia bilang "makasih ya infonya, ladenin aja terus, ok?" ga ngerti deh tuh maksudnya apa... dan pas gw liat profile si Ecko......

GW NGAKAK BUKAN MAEN

dari mulai "hopeless" sampe "gara gara dapetin uang gocap aja jadi begini. terserahlah !!!" anjir lucu bgt, gara2 ulah sendiri dia down sendiri.

Akhirnya dia ngewall gw, isinya:

Ecko Petsykes: maksih atas pemberitahuannya.
gara gara tantangan dapetin uang gocap aja begini jadi'a.
hahahaha
sudah puas belum ??

TOLOL GA SIH?

gara2 ulah sendiri malah kaya gt, nyalahin orang... Aduh bego bgt ni anak, pengen banget gw tuntun ke jalan yang bener abis itu gw kunciin di kandang sapi. WHERE'S YOU BRAIN, DUDE?

Dan akhirnya dia berantem ama bininya kan gara2 gw kasih tau. Bodo amat mau baikan apa engga mereka berdua, gw cuma ngasih tau bininya kok kalo lakinye 'bandel'. Akhirnya gw bales aja di Facebook kaya gini:

"ya sekarang siapa sih temen lo? gw juga ga percaya kalo lo taruhan ama temen lo, kenal sama gw aja baru trs temen lo ngajakin taruahan, siapa juga temen lo yg ngajakin taruhan?

dan kalo emang lo taruhan sama temen lo cewe lo seharusnya tau dong, kan cuma taruhan bukan serius... kenapa cewe lo ga tau kalo lo taruhan? cewe masuk ke dalam teruhan juga trs dia ga boleh tau? kalo gw jadi lo dan syg sama cewe gw sih, gw kasih tau dia kalo gw lg taruhan, biar dia ga marah sama gw, udah gt ngapain wall gw diapus?

ngapain juga lo bilang "Ecko Petskyes ia ia...udah,woles aja dah.kadang² dia juga pake fb gw kok.Sun 1:20" nyatanya cewe lo gatau kan tuh kalo lo minta nomer gw hahahah bego aja lo taruhan sama temen lo ga mikir endingnya kaya apa

asal lo tau ya, lo bilang gocap buat nomer, sama aja, nomer hp kan punya org dan lo minta ke gw, ya gw juga lah yg kena bukan gocap buat nomer gocap buat cewek tau ga, taruhan gocap buat nomer lg, ga ada yg lebih menantang apa? gebukin anak orang baru dpt gocap itu namanya COWOK GENTLE ga kaya lo minta nomer gw aja di inbox pas gw pindah ke wall diapus, cupu bgt"

Grow up, kid! It's 2009! Mau boong mikir dulu!

Darling It's Better!

I always dream to live underwater.
Isn't that nice?
To swim with ornamental fishes?
To find pearls with dolphins?
Exploring the underwater caves?
I want it.
I love the sea, i love the ocean.
That's why i'm listening to The Little Mermaid - Part of Your World right now :D



One of my favorite film all the time :D
Ariel said, "What would I give if I could live out of these waters?"
"What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand?"
She wanted to be a human.
But people want the opposite, especially me :p
I want to feel how to breathe in the water.
To swim freely!
To make noises with dolphins and swim through the seaweed forest...
Gee this makes me obsess............

If Walt Disney Were Still With Us...............................

I was listening this song; Pocahontas - Colors of the Wind

Gee i really love the song! (Em you really out of date zzz)
I wish i could sing with nature.......
I want to hear the hum of the mountain,
The wind sings of a journey...
I wish i could live in the world of imagination.................................................

Second!
Aladdin - A Whole New World


For me, they are the best couple ever!
FYI; Aladdin looks similiar to my high school friend named Sb LOL
He has the brown skin but he's not a street rat, underline that
I really love the intro of the song.
The piano makes me feel like flying and soooo relaxing :D
I love the song.

Third, The Lion King - Circle of Life


This is my favorite film and my favorite song when i was a kid :D
I remember when Mufasa died,
I ran into my parent's room and hid behind the door.
I was afraid to see Mufasa's death scene LOL
After that, i showed up and i cried,
Because Simba kept calling her dad.
It was sad.
But still i love the movie :D

To hear these song make me happy and smile :D
Not only these songs, but the whole Disney's songs!
Like Cinderella, Beauty and The Beast, The Little Mermaid...
Oh i wanna turn back time! :D

Latona Still Opens Her Eyes

Tired.
To wait someone to who doesnt love you.
To love someone who doesnt care about you.
And where is he now?
Is he sitting near the lake?
Is he fishing in Antartica?
Is he making a sand castle in Hawaii?
Did he remember you?
Did he call you or text you like he used to be?
Did he see you with smile?
He always did what he wanted to do.
Did he think about me?
I think not. That's my answer.
Tell me if you need your own world.
You can have it.
I'm tired of waiting.
Dont waste your time with me.
Waste it with your job.
I'll be singing and moving on.

Don't Touch Her With Your Insanity

Cry again.
My bestest friend.... She's in "danger".
I hope she can pass her time :(
I love her, i called her "mamah" because of her maturity.
She texted me a few minutes ago, and i was like....
SHIT HAPPENS.
Please God, protect her with your power!
Hold her like a lover!
Give her strenght, so she can pass everything with patience....
Guide her to the right path,
And let her sleep.
Mamah i love you, i always pray what's best for you.
If you need me, i'll be there.
I'll be a good listener.
That's what friends are for.
I love you Mamah.

Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife

Marco opens the connecting door; to Bella's room.
Bella sees him.
Bella runs to him and hugs him.
It looks like, they haven't meet for a long time,
though they live together in the same apartment.
Marco stares at Bella, strokes her hair and says, "How are you?"
"I'm... Good", says Bella and she touches Jacob's cheeks.
She miss him.
He miss her.
They kiss, like a lover.
He kisses her hard, like he never touched her before.
Bella looks... Clumsy.
But she's trying her best.
They kiss, for 15 minutes.

"Bella...", Marco stops the kiss and strokes Bella's hair.
"She needs me. I have to go"
"Do you need her?", asks Bella, and Marco hugs her.
"We'll meet soon", and Marco leaves her, alone in her room.

They have been living together for 2 years.
Marco lives next to Bella's room.
They even have connecting door.
So it makes them easy, to seeing each other.
In love, yes.
But Marco has someone else.
Diane is Marco's fiance.
Surely, it hurts, for Bella.
But Marco convinced her to not to cry or hurt.
He told her that he loves her very much.
But... Things change.

Then, Bella realizes something.
She cannot have Marco.
Marco belongs to someone else.
She needs Marco beside her.
Marco needs her, but he needs her fiance too.
What should Bella do?
Bella still sitting on her bed and cry.

You Are Ready To Come Home, Michael

OK! My computer is on! Yayy!
Gw langsung ngecek Insaniquarium && maen Mahjjong :D
2 hari yang lalu, gw bukber di Pangpol
Kita makan seafood, enak loooh :D deket Lokananta
Sebenernya dari jauh2 hari, gw udah seneng hari Jumat gw libur kuliah
EHHH TIBA2 ADA KELAS PENGGANTI~
Dan mengharuskan gw kuliah dari jam 1 sampe jam 4
Dan yang paling nyesek.........
Ada Live Michael Jackson dikuburin!
NOOOO~! Nyesek bukan main :'(

Udah gt pas pulang, nunggu busway lama bgt.... ada kali 15 menitan >:( grr
Dan akhirnya buka di jalan bareng Exor di Senayan zz
Tapi! Semua lancar :D
Yang dateng juga banyak;
Sasit, Jordan, Dana, Tina, Dyne, Exor, Abe, Popo :D, Miki, Edi, Aska, Audie, Bujet, A'a sama Tya
Seneng rasanya ngumpul2 terus ketawa2 kaya jaman SMA
Dan gw sedih banyak yang ga bisa dateng :( We'll meet soon, guys!

OK... Besok mulai kuliah lagi zzzzzzzzzz males rasanya muhahaha
Males jalannya dll puasa men!
Ngeliat orang2 makan di kantin kayanya nyiksa banget, uhhh :(
Tapi ga apa, banyak pahala :D

Earthquake!, says Homer Simpson

Omaigat, tadi jam 3 gempa di Jakarta!
7,3 skala Ritcher dan gw lagi di lantai 7!
Can you imagine??
Kaki gw udah joget2 asik.

Pertama gw kira si Dendi maen2in kursi gw, dan ternyata setelah agak lamaan...
Ada yg nyeletuk "gempa ya?"
Dan Mr. Andre hanya bilang,
"Gempa ya?", sambil senyum dan keluar..
DAN TIDAK TERLIHAT LAGI.

Semua langsung panik, dan langsung lari keluar.
Gw juga ikut keluar dan nyari si Dendeng,
Jangan2 dia hanyut dengan lamunannya di kelas...

Intinya begitu.
KBM langsung berenti dan gw langsung cabut.
Mana macet lagi zzzz
Dan katanya, pager Cikal di deket Citos juga ambruk...
La la la ~
Dan katanya mungkin bisa ada TSUNAMI! NOOT AGAIN!!!

Intinya lagi, gw merasa bahagia dan sangat bersyukur ga ada korban luka dan ga ada benda hancur :D

That's All?

KULIAH HARI PERTAMA SERUUUU!

:D

I Thought Your Tiger Still 6 Years Old

Meet my friend, Mr. Danny Hurricane :D
I dont have his picture because he's new.

Mr. Hurricane is 20 (LOL!)
And i dont know why i call him "Mister"....
His eyes are blue, light blue.
He has a black hair, a long hair yeahs.
Sharp chin... Hm not really.
And he has ears like................. Cat, yes.

Like an anime character.
But no, he's not Japanesse.
And it's not him in the pic.
He's tall.
And nice, he loves to talk :D

I called Rajjah and he came.
Mr. Hurricane looked... 'wow' and nervous.
"Oh.. He is so big.......... Stunning to look at"
But i know that he was scared.

We've talked a lot.
Life, ice cream and stuffs.
He loves to see the clouds, like i do :D

See ya Mr. Hurricane and happy fasting! :D

Geez, I Need A Tic-Tac

Ok, komputer gw di kamar rusak.
Ga bisa dengerin lagu, maen mahjong dan laen2.
I NEED TO PLAY SOLITAIRE! shit.
I took Rajjah to my grandma's,
She looked 'wow'.
I knew it.

And now,
I CANT DO ANYTHING.
I need my computer, woo-hoo.
Bosen banget maen PS, zzz Front Mission 4 lagi dan simulator?
NOOOOO.
I need a new toy.

Rajjah?
No.....
He'll bite.

Yesterday, was Michael Jackson's bday.



I am so sad, why?
I miss him!
Gw nonton videonya di iPod and OMG, he lookes... gorjewsssss :D

I think,
I should go to bed. Luau.

Acapella, Everyone?

Gw nangis bles bles bles~!
Gara2 dengerin Peterpan - Tak Ada Yang Abadi.
Ehem.
Lagunya bener2 bikin gw sadar, kalo suatu saat pasti gw bakal ditinggal sama orangtua gw.
Temen, keluarga, pacar.
Mereka suatu saat pasti ninggalin gw.
Ya kalo bukan mereka.......................
Gw duluan yang ninggalin mereka (NOOO!!!!)


I'm happy today btw :D
He came and oooooooooooooooooh i miss him already :(
Thankyou Popo for today,
Walopun kamu kebanyakan tidur,
Tapi aku seneng kamu udah ada di samping aku tadi :)
I miss you!

Honeymoon? With whom?

Nagisa: Do you have someone in yout heart right now?
Laka: Uhuh
Nagisa: Who is she? :(
Laka: You
Nagisa: I'm serious
Laka: Honestly, yes
Nagisa: Oh... Okay............
Laka: Nooo honey of course not, she's you :)
Nagisa: :D .................. mhh..
Laka: hm?
Nagisa: Why you did you say 'honey', i'm not yours anymore
Laka: Okay i wont call you 'honey' again
Nagisa: .............................
Laka: (humming)
Nagisa: Nooo i want it
Laka: Yes honey :)
Nagisa: xD

Fasten Your Seatbelt Darling We're Goin' To Have A Big Saturday!

All i need is Cadburry
Bring them here and bite the chocolate
Popcorn, everyone?
Drop it here

Hurry up
We're goin to have a very long night
Girls with bikinis are on yourleft
And bottles of alcohols are on your right

McDonald opens for 24 hours
Bring the curly fries, spread it inside the car
Turn on the radio, it's Lady GaGa and her song Poker Face
Turn the volume up til your ears burst

Hurry up
We're goin to have a very long night
You cant sleep, you wont cry
Just enjoy the ride... HOOOORAY!

Seven Years

i know im not okay im not fuckin okay what should i do he's gone oh God he's gone what should i do what should i do i can only pray but pray is not enough he wont come he hates me he hates me he hates me he doesnt want me back i know i know this is the end im starving i dont wanna eat until he's here i swear i wont do anything God give him back im begging im begging please give him back God is kind i love you God bring him back please dont let him go from my hands i cant do this too hard please help me God help me walk through this i dont want to see him like that bring him back im begging bring him back please i cant do this please bring him back bring him back bring him back bring him back bring him back i would do anything i will not let him go i promise i would do anything just bring him back AND DONT LET ANYONE TOUCH HIM EXCEPT ME please God dont make him fall in love with another girl he has to hold mine in his heart bring him back God bring him back bring him back i will not sleep tonight just to pray for you God to bring him back please bring him back i love him no one could replace him please bring him back im begging im begging bring him back bring him back turn his heart to be good to remember me and our stories please God return him to me

I Would Jump Off the Balcony

Angie is sitting alone on her bed.
Her face looks terible.
Her eyes were swollen from weeping.

"Bunda, bunda!", his 6 years old baby boy, Juna, calls her.
Juna enters Angie's bedroom and sees her mother's face.
"Bunda, what happened?", Juna walks towards her mother.
"No, honey. It's okay", says Angie. She keeps it secretly.
"Are you sure?", asks Juna and Angie nods her head.
"Bunda, look! I drew a picture", says Juna and he shows Angie her drawing.
"Oh that's good! Very good! I dont know you can draw that good", says Angie.
Juna smiles. The cutest smile that Angie ever saw.
"Let me explain", says Juna. "This is our house", he shows Angie a red house in the picture.
"And this is Nunu", he shows Angie a grey dog... Nunu is their pet, a husky!
It looks like cat to me, thinks Angie.
"And this is daddy's car", Juna shows Angie a green car.
Daddy's car.

Angie starts to cry in silence and Juna recognizes her.
"Bunda what happened?", Juna strokes Angie's hair softly.
"No... It's okay, honey...", Angie tries to smile but she knows, it's the ugliest smile.
"Daddy did this to you", Juna makes Angie's heart bleeding.
"No, dont blame him...", says Angie.
"Where is she now, Bunda?", Juna starts to cry.
"No, dont cry, honey! He had something to do, he's busy with his works. He'll come home", but the truth is, Angie didn't know when.
"I miss him, Bunda. Like you do", and Juna falls into her mother's chest and hugs her.
"Dont worry, dear. He'll come home", says Angie.

Juna and Angie are crying together, hugging each other.
Angie hopes that her husband will come home.
Angie hopes that her husband will hug her son, Juna cries for him.
Angie hopes....
That her family will back to perfect, again.

I'm Yours

Squipee is a 16 years old little penguin.
She loves to play with ice cube.
And she loves muffin.
Squipee has a friend, named Bunny.
Bunny is a 19 years old white rabbit.
He loves to play with his food... Duh.
And loves to eat muffin too.
Sometimes Squipee shares her muffin with Bunny.
They're a really good friends.
Squipee thought that Bunny is her boyfie, oh that's so sweet!
And so does Bunny, he thought Squipee is her girlfie.

But one day, something happens.

Bunny is missing.
Squipee looks afraid, yes, she's afraid if something happened with Bunny.
Squipee runs to Bunny's house but he's not there.
What should i do?, says Squipee. Oh i remember!

Squipee runs to a place that she and Bunny love to visit, a pond, a duck pond.
It's a very beautiful place.
Squipee likes to see the ducks and so does Bunny.
And she's right.
Bunny is there, sitting.

Bunny, what happened to you?, asks Squipee.
Why you're here, Squipee? I'm not in the mood, says Bunny.
I was looking for you, Bunny. We're a good friends... You're gone, says Squipee.
Leave me alone, says Bunny. Bunny, what happened? :(
Bunny, tell me if something happened to you. I'm your friend... You've wasted your days with me and you said that you trust me, why you didn't tell me?, says Squipee.
Just leave me alone! I just wanna be alone! I'M TIRED WITH EVERYTHING!, says Bunny.

Squipee doesn't talk.
She turns around and she runs, leaving Bunny with his feelings.
Squipee stops and she screams,
I THOUGHT I'M A GOOD FRIENDS OF YOURS AND WE TRUSTING EACH OTHER!
I THOUGHT I'M CAPABLE ENOUGH TO STAND BESIDE YOU!
And Squipee runs away.
She wont look back.

The little penguin cries.
The muffins she made for Bunny lasy night,
Still sitting on the table.
Squipee thought that Bunny will go after her,
Squipee thought that Bunny will share his story with her.
But Bunny keeps it secretly, he'll hurt much more.
And Squipee,
She still crying.

Her Heart Heavy

First.
Grandma, i'm sorry i didn't bring him today.
Maybe, i will not bring him anymore.
Stop asking about him grandma, it hurts me.

Second.
For my beloved children, Juna and Abel.
Bunda failed you.
I'm sorry i cant bring your daddy back to us.
He's tired, he needs some rest.
Just let him be, okay?


Third.
For you.
I love you and i always be :')

Just to show you how much i care

Kenapa musti bilang pengen banget ketemu padahal capek?
Kenapa musti bilang sayang banget sama gw padahal capek?
Buat apa gw nulis postingan2 gw di bawah?
"KEEP ON SINGIN MY SONG"?
"WHEN UOU LOVE YOUR HUSBAND'S TEARS"??
KENAPA GW MUSTI BUAT SESUATU DENGAN AIR MATA SEDANGKAN ELONYA MALAH BIASA2 AJA?
Buat apa dari kemaren2 gw nemenin lo
Buat apa dari kemaren2 gw telfon2an sama lo
Buat apa gw nangis buat lo dan BUAT APA GW MAU NGEGANTIIN AIR MATA LO SAMA PUNYA GW?
BUAT APA LO BILANG SAYANG SAMA GW SAMPE NANGIS SEGALA KALO CAPEK SAMA HUBUNGAN KITA??

MUNAFIK

Keep On Singing My Song

Lying down alone,
In the middle of a green ocean of grass
Under a pine tree
Watching the baby blue sky smiling

The wind is singing,
Valley's elegy
What a beautiful moment,
But someone is missing

I used to see the sky with my husband
But where is he?
Oh i miss him more than ever
We used to have a silent conversation with sky
And he looked at his wife and smiled,
I smiled back

Dearly beloved, are you listening?
The sound of happiness? My tears calling out your name?
Oh my stomach grows bigger

My dearest,
I didnt mean to hurt you
But let me feel your illness
Let me cry for you, like i said
Let me hold you, let me kiss your forehead
I didnt blame you
I just want you to know that
I love you and dont hurt yourself
You still have a life to go
And a family, to love

I love you, Popo :)

Tenduners!!

HEAVEN
I MISS YOU GUYS!
BM400 ANGKATAN 8!

From? Horror Town.

Meet my friend, Noah

His full name is Joshua Noah Morphine Jr.
He's a good friend of mine :)
He loves cig, sitting under my table.
He doens't like to smile.
He's a quiet person.

He has friends.

Reuben Kamikaze, call him Reub or Reu.
He's talkative and loves to laugh.
And i don't know why the word 'Kamikaze' is there...

Skinny Nobb, call him Nobb.
He's skinny as shit LOL.
He's talkative too and... Loves to jump.

Dinosaur Jr. Call me Dino foshot, he said :D
He owns a music shop called Rawr-ing Machine.

Last, it's Jimmy Beer, call him Jimmy.
He doesn't talk much.
He always bring his beer, everywhere.

Those guys love to say NASSSSSSSTYY
If one of them make fun each other.
And sorry, i dont have their photos, only Noah :D

Noah gave me a white tiger.
I named him Rajjah :D

Rajjah loves ice cream :D

Drowned Dream

I swim with the dolphins
Through the seaweed forest
Finding pearls in a shells
And starfishes

Blue, cyan, green and black
Coral reefs spread out in front of me
I fall in love with the seabream
I make bubbles with whales

My life as a mermaid
Like lady of the sea
Queen of the Oceania
Make smiles cracked on your face

When You Love Your Husband's Tears

Ketika kamu mencintai air mata suamimu.
Okay that's the translate.

I saw him crying last days.
It hurted my heart so bad :(
I dont wanna see him cry.
Whatever the reason is.
I will represent you, let me cry for you.
I love him, sooo much.
If he asks me to leave,
I'll leave, for a while.
And the next day, i'll go to his house
And beg him to let me stay.

I love you, Bunny :)
I love your tears
And i love your heart :)
You'll be a great father someday! :)



:)

I give you this ring
As a promise to you
A promise that I'll be here
and I'll always be true

I promise that I'll hold you
when your day isn't going right
and i will comfort you
through the long cold night

I promise that I'll make you smile
when you feel like dying
I promise that I'll be here
when you feel like crying

I promise that i will guide you
when the future isn't clear
i promise i will be there
to wipe away your every tear

i promise that no matter what
we will make it through
i give you this ring as a promise
A promise that I will always love you.

The Quiet Sea

Little boy with little boat
Wade across the sea
He cries,
But no tears come out from his green wide eyes
His tears united with the sea

Dolphins and whales approach him
Wondering, how could this boy adrift and buffeted alone
They talk, like the most beautiful song ever
They flip, prettier than a sand dancer
But they swim away, like seeing a ghost

And the boy dies
Alone on his boat
He let the waves take him
To a place that he will never know
To a place called heaven

Me and My Purple Sky

Katy, 18, has a boyfriend named Godric, 21.
She has been watching Godric for days; he looks different.
Godric acted unconcerned to her, like, "Who gives a damn to this freakin' little girl?"
Katy knows that she's still 18, and Godric is 3 years older than Katy, he has his own bussiness to do
But what did Katy do?
She didnt do anything
She thinks it's fine

One day, Godric calls her.
"Katy i hate my computer and i'm goin to kill it"
"Godric, what are you angry about? Computer doesn't have soul"
"Yeah but it annoys me. I'm going to sell it next week. Oh and i'm going to sell my iPhone too. Then, i'll buy a new computer"
"Your iPhone too? Try to repair it first..."
"I did"
"I told you to not let it on even when you're asleep or your computer will burst"
"Does it influental?"
"Ofcourse"
"I think you wrong". And Godric keeps complaining his computer.
Katy says nothing. Godric doesn't give a damn.

What should Katy do?
Maybe Godric thinks that Katy still young and doesn't know anything about electronics, not like him.
Or maybe... Godric has "a new toy" ? Who knows
But Katy thinks that she was thinking too far.
She keeps telling her heart that Godric still loves her and wants her.
But why Godric did that to her?
Katy is immature? Katy is dumb? Katy is spoiled?
Or Godric underestimates Katy?
Or just because Katy loves to sing and hum,
He thinks that Katy is a freak?
Tell her that she's wrong.



Oh and Katy has blog too
Did Godric read her blog? No.
Katy asked Godric to read her blog.
But what did Godric do?
Nothing.

4 Years Ago

Meet my friend, Putri Sevira Amandika a.k.a Ps :D

She's pretty but... HAHA I CANT EXPLAIN
Temen gw dari SMP sumpah ni orang murtad banget
Kita dari SMP suka banget bikin cerita2 konyol tentang seorang wanita... (mulai)
Sebut aja perempuan ini namanya Nyi dan kekasih hatinya bernama Bondz (HAHAHAH TAEEE)
terus nanti ada kekasih lain si Nyi yang bernama Tahan
Freak right? You have to hear our stories!

Ceritanya macem2 dan lebbbbay banget
Dulu pas SMP, kita bikin ceritanya di kertas dan nulisnya ganti2an
Nih salah satu ceritanya yang paling terbaru (bacanya dari bawah ke atas):

Anissa Sadino (hahhahaha ngeselin abis)

rambut Nyi yang tadinya bewarna pirang keemasan berubah menjadi ungu gelap dan jigrak seketika. dan tidk sampai 5 detik alat pancing sudah terlepas sendiri dr tubuh Nyi. Tahan pun semakin tertarik "wanita yang unik" dan dia menjabat tangan Nyi dan menciumnnya sektika dan bau terasi. lalu........

Putri Sevira Amandika daaaaaaaannnn saking dekatnya alat pancing Tahan pun mengenai tubuh gemulai nyi..nyi pun terperangkap. dan berteriak "aaaaaarrrrrggggggghhhhh" karna teriakan nya yang begitu kencang dan subhanalloh dahsyatnya, sungai itu pun berubah... menjadi lautan merah dan terbelah menjadi 2, petir menyambar, langit menjadi gelap, rumput di sekitar langsung kering mendadak, tanah longsor, hewan2 punah..selanjutnya.... (seru bgt nih gw menikmati bgt HAHA

Anissa Sadino HAHAHA LANJUTKAN
si pemancing tersebut sudah mendapatkan 2 ekor paus pembunuh di sungai itu (boong abis) dan ia ingin menarik perhatian Nyi yg sedang bersusah payah membenarkan karung goni dan jepitan bunga raflesia di kepalanya... Tahan pun mendekati Nyi dan......

Putri Sevira Amandika sayangnya bukan sungai yang indah tapi sungai ciliwung, sungai yang sudah tercemar..tp setelah tercebur di sungai nyi bertemu dengan seorang pemancing handal bersama Tahan. lanjutkan..

Anissa Sadino (dosa seperti ayam goreng, pedas dan enak dinikmati)
becaknya pake pertamax... lalu tidak sengaja mereka menabrak sapi dan becak mereka melompat dan mereka terbang di udara.. lalu mereka menggelinding sambil berpelukan dan jatuh ke sungai........

Putri Sevira Amandika (ya tuhan gpp ya saya dan aem melakukan dosa kecil seperti ini, kami menikmatinya) iya dia udah pake kok, dia sekarang lagi naik becak dengan si bondz yang mengemudi dengan kecepatan 100km/jam..

Anissa Sadino (TAHAN MAKMUR JAYA HAHAH kaya nama toko semen haha dosa lah haha tp menyenangkan, enjoy!)
oh kukira... jangan lupa mam Nyi dengan sepatu hak tingginya sekitar semeter... apa pake egrang hari ini? sungguh menawan!

Putri Sevira Amandika (HAHAHAHA aem jangan bikin aku mati karna ketawa, itu konyol. eh tapi kurang satu em si peri TAHAN mana? yg punya nama kepanjangan tahan kuat terpercaya) iya itu resep dari nyi..dia sekarang lagi dandan em pake lipstick merah menyala, karung beras di jadikan busana penutup auratnya (seru ya em klo cerita beginian jadi kangen smp haha semoga tidak dosa)

Anissa Sadino (kaki di kepala kepala di kaki)
kalo ga Nyi Tahan ama Bondz HAHAHA
ya ampun benarkah itu adalah khasiat dari larangan mandi? pantas kulitnya seperti abu dari Gunung Merbabu...
Seksi? Babi yg seksi ♥

I miss that time! Oh what a memory!
Dulu ceritanya banyak banget, ampe ada 5 kertas isinya cerita2 lebay
Adalah si Nyi pake egrang pengganti hak tinggi,
Bondz yang rambutnya keriting jumbo,
Tahan yang namanya panjang Tahan Kuat
DAn seluruh cerita pasti ujung2nya PENGKHIANATAN
Aduh parah itu murtad banget! Ya Allah maafkan aku

Gw juga inget, dulu judul cerita kita ada yang judulnya "Mermaid Jumbo" sama "Wanita Malam"
Dan gw masih nyimpen cerita yang "Wanita Malam" inilah salah satu kutipannya:

My Version:
"Sebulan kemudian, Bondz (ya lo taulah) MENGKHIANATI NYI. Bondz berselingkuh dengan wanita yang bernama Sri Upik Marupik Bondan. Nyi sedih, down dan melarikan diri ke Sumatra. Ia kembali menjadi wanita malam di Aceh dan 3 bulan kemudian ia terkena tsunami dan Nyi terhempas dan menungging di dalam air"

Her version:
"Tetapi bau ciri khas Nyi tidak dapat membohongi siapa pun. Tahan mengikuti jejak bau khas Nyi dan sampailah dia di rumah Nyi. Ia mengetuk pintu dan Nyi membukanya lalu menutupnya kembali. Tahan berkata, "Sayangku.. Aku taklupa saat kita bercinta, aku kangen dengan bau badanmu yang menyengat seperti aku berada dalam pelukan kingkong"

Dan gw cuma punya kertas ini, sisanya kebanyakan di Ps.........................
Buat Ps, teruslah berkarya dan semoga dosa kita diampuni, amin!