Wednesday, March 27, 2019

My Dear Boy Noah.

I love you.
Do these words get through?
Huh?
It's not enough for you?

Feel it.
Let your feeling travels.
Through you veins,
to your heart.

Darling,
I'm listening.
You matter to me.
You mean that much to me.

How can I help you get through these?
Your complicated mind,
your ego.
I would save you from yourself.

I won't give up on you,
even though you break me the hardest.
I won't let you go,
even though we're both old and gray.

Do you think it's easy to see you in this condition?
I wish you could feel me.
It's like, my eyes are going to explode.
I'm shaking, I swear.

"If I love someone, I would fall hard for her," you said.
Darling, believe me.
I would fall harder.
I would scream louder.

I hope you're doing fine.
I hope it's not a lie.
Don't worry, I'll be fine.
Because I'll be the love I never received.