Tuesday, June 6, 2017

Be Still with Me.


I will never be the same person, again.
I will never look at you that way,
I will never turn back time,
And I will never hold you like I always used to.

I should have realized,
Once I lose someone,
It's never exactly the same person who comes back.
It's just the shadow.

I lost someone,
I bet you did.
It was terrible, wasn't it?
It hurts, until now.

And this person won't come back.
He will never come back.
He will never sleep in my arms again,
He will never look at me the way he did back then.

I've tried, believe me.
It's just, things changed so fast,
And I couldn't keep up with it.
I couldn't reach him who walks beyond the clouds.

He keeps running,
Faster, away from me.
I cannot see him,
His colors are fading away.

I'm a human.
My feeling is untamed.
My dreams are broken, falling into pieces,
And our time is running out.

I'm sorry.
I am so sorry, Guadalajara.
I wish I could have more time.
I wish I could treat you better.

Inside my head,
In my endless thought,
I see you, walking hand in hand with me,
And then you left.

Maybe you're right.
Following your ego is the only option.
You said you don't know what you really want,
And you're trying to find out, and that's good.

I've been sleeping for three years,
And now I'm up,
Searching for something priceless,
That I thought it was you.

I will grieve this moment forever.
In sickness, in health,
I will miss you,
Like I always do.

If you're not ready to move out from our imagination,
My arms are here, wide open, for you.
If you come to me, years after this,
 I hope I could smile and said,

"Be still with me."