What, Dad? He Wants To Talk? Not Today!

Jujur, gw emang buat post ini buat LO YANG SELALU NGECEKIN BLOG GW.

Muhammad Raihan Putra.
Lo ga capek apa ngintilin gw mulu? Ngecekin Twitter gw mulu?
Ampe ngebookmark Facebook gw biar lo bisa cek tiap hari?
Gw tau kok, and you cant fool me with your illusion.
Dan gw tau, tadi pagi lo nelfon gw sampe 5 kali dan gw masih tidur.
Dan ga usah telfon gw lagi, apa pun alesannya.

Re, udah kenapa sih? Lo ga cape apa selama ini usaha lo ga membuahkan hasil?
Lo ga bisa apa jalan maju ke depan?
Takut apa sih?

Re, lo selama ini kerjaannya cuma cari musuh.
Apa yang lo lakuin sama gw cuma bikin gw makin benci sama lo..
Walopun lo nelfon gw juga cuma curhat ga penting tapi.. Itu ngaruh banget buat gw.

You will find someone better than me.
Move on, dan jangan pernah liat ke belakang lagi.

Deficiency As the Excess

I've been thinking about something.

I'm different from you and other girls.
Why?

I love alien and predator.

Alien VS Predator?
Cool movie :D

I love Captain Jack Sparrow.
Well, everybody does.

Oh and i'm in love with his father, Captain Teague :D

And Captain Davy Jones!

the way he talks, i love it :)

Animals. Ehem.
I love white tiger.

He/she looks so pretty, isn't he/she?

For dog, i choose Samoyed

Stunning to look at xD

ORCA!

T-REX!

Dolphin, Donald Duck, The Little Mermaid, Homer Simpson, The Joker, Hans Zimmer, James Horner, Robert Downey Jr., Taylor Lautner, Billie Joe Armstrong, Stratocaster, Toyota Landcruiser, Disney's movies, Guy Fawkes, oreo, baby elephant, Tibet, Hawaii, Maldives, Bora-Bora, Peru, Thailand, Hidenori Iwasaki, Rikku, Harvest Moon, Bring Her Head To Athena, The Joker, Front Mission 4, Scrab, servbot, piano, Dino Crisis etc....

I'm weird.

New Moon? Sorry I'm Late!

Hottest person in the world? Ask me!

Taylor Lautner.
One thing i can not believe; he's still 17. And i'm fuckin 18. WTH??

New Moon looked interesting for me. Why?
Jacob Black! He looked gorgeous, handsome.. that packs............ looked yummy :D

Other packs are also very very... Yum!

Alex Meraz a.k.a Paul

Kiowa Gordon a.k.a Embry
(he looks cute with his emo hari :p)

And The Bloodsuckers!

Peter Facinelli a.k.a Carlisle Cullen
...
Dont ask.

Jamie Campbell a.k.a Caius

And last, my favorite!

Dakota Fanning a.k.a Jane

Dakota looks fabulous!
My favorite line is when she said "PAIN"
And Edward struggled on the floor :D

....And The Hero Will Drown

I was looking at my inbox this afternoon and saw a folder.... well i named it 'Argharna'. I opened it and and i saw 330 messages neatly arranged from top to bottom, from him. It was... Perfect. It was nice :)

And i opened a message from the top eighth of it. It said "be tough my dear, i will always on your side" but where is he now? Oops.

I know i will never stop to see these messages. So i renamed my folder '.', fullstop only, rather than making me sick to see 'Argharna'.

I know that i can't move on with him around. I know that i will suffer. But i will do anything to make him understand the real meaning of life, the principles of life, how to defend the person he loves... And maturity, that's the most important.

He wont change if we are still together. He needs to find out, without me, i think he would be better. He needs to see the world and rate himself, whether he's good or not.

I closed my inbox. And smile. I wont cry, enough for me. Please, be the best that everyone could have, i will always pray what's best for you.

With love and tears,
Nyunyu

Flowers, Red and White

Jumat minggu lalu, tanggal 6 November 2009, my grandfather, AKBP Purnawirawan Moeslimin, meninggal dunia. First of all, semoga beliau diampuni dosa2nya dan diterima di sisi-Nya.

Gw emang ga punya pengalaman banyak sama yangkung (gw manggilnya) gw, tapi gw mengaggumi dia banget. Dia dulu polisi yang gagah bgt, jujur, ga pernah mau disogok, tegas dan keras. Pas gw kecil, dia pernah ngajak gw sekluarga berburu ke Sumatra. Berburu babi hutan. Cuma itu ga kesampean, dan ga bakal kesampean. Inget pas dulu umurnya masih 70an, dia masih angkat barbel. Yangkung juga orangnya kreatif dan jago tembak. Dai atlit tembak dulu dan pernah main di Seagames :) dia juga dianugerahin Bintang Gerilya.
Yangkung nikah sama nenek gw dan cerai waktu dulu. Sampe akhirnya mereka masing2 punya pasangan hidup lagi, mereka ga pernah lose contact. Dan nyokap gw, anak pertama dari mereka. Dan kehidupan mereka pas zaman dulu, bener2 bikin gw iri....

1. Yangkung kalo ngajarin anjing, galak. Dulu pernah si Whiskey, German Shepherd nyokap, diajarin sama yangkung. Di depannya ditaro makanan, dan kalo si anjing nyoba makan, digaplok sama yangkung. Jadi yangkung ngajarin anjing2nya biar ga suka nyolong makanan.

2. Pernah waktu itu si Whiskey pipis sembarangan. Yangkung marah dan nyeret Whiskey ke tempat pipisnya ampe kepalanya Whiskey dijejelin kesitu biar ga pipis sembarangan lagi, ampe si Whiskey 'kaing kaing' dulu. Dan Whiskey pipis kedua kalinya sembarangan, yangkung tau dan dipanggilah si Whiskey, si Whiskey ampe ga berani keluar dan nunduk ngerasa salah.

3. Bunda (nyokap gw) pualng sekolah pas SD ikut ke kantor yangkung, kalo ga salah, Mabes deh. Dan polisi2 disana berebut mau ngajak jalan2 bunda, karena tau dia anaknya Pak Moeslimin yg waktu itu ngejabat Letnan Kolonel Polisi. 4. Tau Bakso Lapangan Tembak Senayan? Pak Min, pemiliknya, sukses karena dibantu sama yangkung gw :)

Dan banyak cerita lain yang seru2, tp gw ga ceritain disini takut dikira sombong :p Dan tiba hari pas yangkung berpulang :) Waktu itu gw lg di PIM sama Putra, dan gatau kenapa gw pengen pulang, tp Putra blg ntar dulu, karena jalanan masih macet. Akhirnya gw pulang jam 10 sama dia dan nyampe rumah bokap gw bilang "Sa, yangkung meninggal Sa". Hal yg kepikir pertama di otak gw tuh nyokap gw. Gw lgsg buru2 lepas sandal gw sambil nangis, ke kamar nyokap dan meluk dan kita nangis bareng. "Bunda udah ngerasa kok yangkung kaya udah ga ada ya... Bunda kangen sama yangkung pengen ketemu padahal tapi yangkung di Bandung terus", saat itu yangkung ikut yangti (istri keduanya) tinggal di Bandung, padahal beliau sendiri maunya di Jakarta.

Gw langsung ke RS Sukanto, dan pas nyampe jenazahnya udah di ambulans. Dan gw turun sebentar, ketemu om gw dan dia meluk gw sambil nangis, ketemu yang lain, dan langsung konvoi sama ambulans dan 1 mobil lagi menuju rumah duka di Tebet. Air mata gw banjir ngeliat jenazah yangkung. Kaya orang tidur..... Bunda ngelus2 kepala yangkung terus. Gw di rumah duka sampe jam setengah 4 pagi dan sempet tidur di samping jenazah yangkung. Dan pas dibangunin buat pulang, mandi dan tidur bentar, gw lewat di lemari kaca yang isinya foto2 yangkung berburu, piagam penghargaannya sama pialanya dari kejuaraan nembak. Ada satu foto yg jadi favorit gw banget, disitu dia pake kacamata kumbang cokelat sama megang shotgun. Dia masih muda dan gagah banget dan bunda bilang ternyata itu emang foto kebanggaannya. Dan gw pun nangis lagi :')

Pulang, mandi, makan dan berangkat lagi ke rumah duka. Karena di jalan macet, gw ga liat yangkung dimandiin dan nyampe sana juga udah rame. Ga lama wajahnya ditutup sama kapas dan... selamat jalan pak Moeslimin :') Ironisnya, nenek gw yang mantan istrinya, dateng dan nangis hebat. Pas malem2, dia ngusap2 rambut yangkung, ngelus2 pipinya... Dan nyium. Dia juga bilang "pak.. maafin aku ya.. mohon maaf lahir batin..". Disitu, aki (panggilan gw buat suaminya yang sekarang) dan yangti liat enek kaya gitu. Setiap ada yang salaman sama nenek gw, pasti nenek gw nangis.

Ok, back to the main topic. Abis ditutup wajahnya, sekarang ada upacara penyerahan jenazah ke negara, oleh polisi. Keranda yangkung dibalut sama bendera merah putih, dan gw terharu banget disitu. Nenek gw nangis ga karuan, sedangkan yangti anteng2 aja... Nenek gw nangis hebat ampe mau pingsan kayanya, dan dibilang ga usah nganter jenazah ke makam, tapi dia bersikeras pengen ikut. Dia pengen "nemenin" yangkung ampe akhir. Nah, akhirnya kita rombongan berangkat ke Taman Makam Pahlawan di Kalibata. Lumayan loh jalannya, ada kali setengah kilometer. Dan nenek gw kan dengkulnya sakit, tapi dia ngotot mau ikut jalan dan alhasil kakinya bengkak dan sakit banget. Tapi salut banget dia bisa bertahan :) Dan yangkung dimakamin. Uyut gw yang bilang ga pernah bisa nangis sebelumnya, ikut nangis juga. Sedih banget momen itu, yangkung dikebumikan. Ga ada lagi deh yang minum teh botol langsung dari botolnya dan ceritain kisah hidupnya zaman dulu :')

Hari Rabu kemaren, tanggal 11 November 2009, gw, bunda sama bokap nengokin yangkung ke TMP. Di samping yangkung ada 3 orang lagi yang baru dikubur. Dan kita doa bareng, dan bunda bilang "kalo duduk kaya gini ngerasa dekat sama bapak..." dan pas mau pulang bunda bilang "Pak.. aku pulang dulu ya.." it was sad, gw nahan air mata sejadi2nya, takut kalo gw nangis nyokap nangisnya makin parah. Yangkung, wherever you are, we will always pray what's best for you. I'm here, representing the family, just wanna say...

We miss you, we love you, rest in peace :')

Goodbye Isn't My Favorite Line

It was ten years ago. Alinka tries to remember everything. His eyes, his hands, his voice... No, it was horrible.

Patrick was everything to her. He was.

And she remembers this........

Alinka: hey, one plus one equals?
Patrick: I LOVE YOU!

That's sad. Alinka smiles, and cries at the same time. Her heart heavy.

She loves him, still. But Patrick doesnt deserve her. He deserves a better girl. Yes.

She loves him, but she has to let him go. He'll learn more, he'll be okay.

She loves him, but she gives up. She's sick of it. She wants to break free.

She loves him, Patrick please dont go. But she has to. She has to do it. For her love.

She loves him, he loves her, it was perfect.

She loves him, puss puss. He kissed her.

She loves him and she cries. Does he? No, he doesnt.

She loves him.

He loves her.

And goodbye.

Alinka's favorite photo. Patrick looks cute :)

Her favorite too. It was..... Perfect.She'll never forget this moment. She will never ever forget.
And last :') Bye daddy i'll be missing you :')



It was.... Perfect.

Arzita Shafira

Okay berhubung rekan saya (Arzita, red) sudah membuat post tentang saya mari kita bahas dirinya disini.

Name: Arzita Wahyu Ali Shafira Maulida
Nama beken: Mbak Syasya (khusus gw) dan SASIET !
Tanggal lahir: 30 Februari 2009

Okay. Gw dulu ga pernah nyangka bisa temenan ama dia. Secara.... gw artis (ehem). Maksud gw, secara dulu Sasit tuh rewel dan anak clubbers banget (Club 80's guys bukan anak clubbing). Sumpah ini anak tuh anak pensi banget. Gading dia yang megang loh! (tiang listriknya).

Dan akhirnya kami mulai deket pas 1 SMA. Jadi nih, a guy named Michael James Preston Llyod Billy Pitt Edi (eaaa) bilang dia suka sama Sasit. Gw bantuin dong! Dan gw banyak curcols sama Sasit dan akhirnya kami makin dekat dekat dekat nempel gesek HALAHAHAHA dan jadi sahabat :)

Persahabatan kami pun sangat intim dan liar (taiabis). Dulu Sasit ampe bikin sticker D'KEWERZ buat mobil. Jadi dkewer tersebut adalah nama genggong kami yg sebenernya ga ada tp dianggap ada (?). Itu cuma buat ngetawain sebuah geng di Jakarta yang diketuai oleh C****. Dan kita dulu ampe punya buku berdua loooh, dengan fantasi2 dan cerita ngarang dari kita berdua.

Sampe kelas 3, tentu kita makin akrab. Hidup gw penuh cinta dan sangat berwarna. Ditambah lagi kalo udah ke Tendu ato Regal Citos! Oh engga deng apalagi kalo kita berdua udah telfon2an, bisa2 salah satu diantara kita masuk UGD dengan alesan saraf kejepit ato keselek ludah sendiri.

Entah kenapa kita kalo telfon bawaannya romantis mulu (ea) kaya ngajak ke Kali Cafe, cemburu2an... HAHAHA ini bohong guys saya tidak lesbi.

Dan pas kuliah, semua berubah. Tapi tetep kita ga lose contact, ngobrol lancar dan paling cuma jarang ketemu aja. Sekalinya ketemu Sasit ga mau pulang dan nangis ampe banting setir diem2 (ahahaha hoax gan)

Terakhir kita ke Kansup, PIM bareng. Curhat dan menjalani semuanya berdua. It was lovely. Dan tiba2 dia minta baca blog dia dan dia bikin post tentang gw! Dan gw langsung nangis terharu dan bikin senyum gw merekah :)

Thanks Mbak Syasya for making me warm :)

Foto yang tak akan terlupakan. Secret Recipe, PIM. Difotoin Jerbat.

There's Always Gonna Be Another Mountain, I'm Always Gonna Wanna Make It Move...

Malem minggu kemaren gw ke Summarecon, BSD sama keluarganya Putra. It was awesome, makan di Olives House :)
Ada mamanya, papanya, adek2nya, Tika dan Aria, sodaranya, Indira sama anak embaknya yang masih kecil, Icha. Seneng jalan bareng2 dan gw ngerasa aneh sendiri.

Why?

Gw ngeliat Putra sebagai orang yang care saat itu. Dia gendong si Icha, sayang2in si Icha, di mobil aja dipangku dipelukin. Begitu juga si Aria, dia maen sama Icha.
Gw inget dulu dimana gw dijadiin anak bawang sama Ari, sodara gw dari nyokap. Meskipun dia bukan 'pure' sodara tapi ya... Gw deket banget sama dia.
Gw ngeliat Putra sama Aria care sama Icha tuh kayanya gimana banget... "Anjirr gw dulu diginiin sama sodara gw" tapi sekarang........ Semua berubah.

Ari ga lagi ketemu gw. Dia juga punya kaka cowo namanya, Aji. Mereka berdua bener2 nganggep gw sebagai adek mereka sendiri. Apa2 mereka selalu ngeanakbawaingin gw.
Cuma karena satu hal yang ga bisa gw ceritain disini, nenek gw dan keluarga gw yang lain jadi benci sama keluarga mereka.
Kasarnya, they took them away from me.
Gw ga boleh main lagi sama Ari, ketemu pun ga boleh, or my grandmother will kill me. haha.

Gw inget dulu, Aji pernah ngomong gini sama gw pas gw lagi di rumahnya dan gw laper.

Aji: Sa, laper ya?
Gw: Mayan
Aji: Mau makan apa? Gw bikinin
Gw: Mi goreng deh
Aji: Ga ada acara makan mi goreng ya, ga sehat. Gw gorengin sosis sama nugget ya
Gw: Lagi ga pengen itu...
Aji: Maunya apa dong?
Gw: Gatau
Aji: Yaudah bentar ya

Dan Aji pergi sebentar. Dan balik2 bawa Pizza ukuran regular.

Aji: Nih, kita makan berdua ya

Dan pas dibuka, isinya cuma daging ga pake sayuran.
And what does it mean?
Aji tau topping pizza yang gw suka, cuma pake daging dan ga pake sayuran apa2. Aji juga ga pernah bilang gw banyak maunya. Dia selalu ngebeliin gw sesuatu tanpa ngomel.
He's a good brother to me. I love him.

Beda sama Ari yang nyolot tapi sayang (zzz). Ini pas kita di Puncak.

Ari: Mon, bakso yuk
Gw: Ga ah males
Ari: Ahelah manja lu orang cuma jalan doang nemenin
Gw: Males Ri
Ari: Gw bayarin deh
Gw: Tetep aja males
Ari: Ck...

Dan akhirnya ga jadi pergi. Gw didiemin sama dia. Dan pas malem2 gw lagi nonton TV, dia duduk samping gw.

Ari: Kalo ngantuk tidur gih, besok kan naik kuda
Gw: Masih jam 11
Ari: Yaudah sini tiduran aja

Gw tiduran di paha dia dan dia duduk. Gw ngucek2 mata.

Ari: Ngantuk kan? tidur aja
Gw: Ga ah

Dia ngelus2 kepala gw, dan gw ketiduran. Terus jam 12an, dia bangunin gw nyuruh tidur di kamar. Gw ke kamar, ada nyokap gw lagi tidur.
Ari yang nyelimutin gw dan nyium jidat gw sambil ngomong 'goodnight yah'. It was lovely :'(

Banyak banget momen2 seneng dan sedih sama mereka. Yang gw rasain paling2, momen2 sedih gw sama Ari.
Dulu pas mantan gw (sorry i wont say your name) pergi ke Aussie, gw down banget, parah. Seminggu ditinggal pun gw masih sedih. Dan pas seminggu ditinggal, hari Minggu gw ke rumah Ari.
Disana ada 3 orang temen gw, Daici sama Rifraf. Dan kalo ga salah ada Dida juga. Dan gw waktu itu di kamar Ari sendiri lagi smsan sama temen gw, gw lupa siapa. Dan gw disamperin Ari ke kamar.

Ari: Mon keluar napa, jangan di kamar mulu
Gw: Ga ah... Lo aja sana gw mau tidur
Ari: Ngapain lo ke rumah gw tidur doang? Maen lah sama anak2 diluar
Gw: Iya ntar aja...
Ari: Udah ga usah smsan mulu... Yuk, muka lo tuh ga ngantuk
Gw: Tapi sedih

Ari disitu diem dan maksa gw bangun.

Ari: Gw tau lo sedih tapi ga gini caranya, gw disini kali lo bisa kan cerita sama gw

Dan gw mendadak nangis, gw peluk Ari. Ari sempet ngomong 'heh heh... liat gw'. Dan gw liat dia.

Ari: Jangan nangis depan gw

Ari nangis saat itu, suaranya gemeter. Kita nangis bareng. Gw pelukan sama Ari. It was sad :(

Ari: Gw ga mau ade gw yang paling manis nangis depan gw karena dia orangnya rame dan ga pernah sedih sampe segininya

Akhirnya gw berenti nangis, Ari nenangin gw dan dia keluar. Ga lama Daici masuk ke kamar. Daici ngobrol sama gw yang akhirnya bikin gw ketawa. Dan gw cukup terharu pas Daici bilang....

Daici: Ari sayang banget kali sama Mon, dia ngerti banget perasaan lo. Diluar dia bilang 'gw bingung gw harus gimana sama dia biar dia ga sedih lagi. Gw takut ga bisa bikin dia ketawa, nyiksa nyet'

Kata2 'nyiksa' itu bikin gw gimana gitu...... Dan pas gw nulis ini, gw tiba2 kangen banget sama dia. Gw ngerasain banget kalo gw punya kaka saat itu dan sekarang kaka gw ilang gitu aja.
Gw sedih banget sumpah, ditambah gw ngeliat Putra ngemong anak kecil kaya kemaren. Begitu sayangnya dia sama Icha, begitu carenya dia.

Gw makin lama makin tua, umur makin nambah. I'm afraid that i will grow older, older and older. Semakin tua gw, gw bakal semakin banyak kehilangan orang yang gw sayang. Cepat atau lambat.

Yang bisa gw lakuin sekarang adalah berdoa buat Ari, Aji dan keluarga mereka, biar mereka sabar nerima cobaan yang mereka alamin. Ga cuma buat mereka, tapi buat semua orang yang ngerasain hal yang sama kaya gw.

I miss you, guys :')

Walking and Crawling

Have you ever hurted by someone?

Inside and outside?

Hard and sick of it?

Maybe you leave him and dont wanna see him again.

But not for me.

A Walk To Remember

Gw baru aja iseng buka Nokia 3250 gw yang lama dan gw liat notes gw..
And! gw baru aja nemuin notes gw tentang anak2 Faggot Gang!
Bacanya nguakak!
Berikut salah satu beritanya....

Yang paling suka ngupil?
Ari: Shido
Aem: SHIDO
Benje: Ya Shido, TANGANNYA UPIL SEMUA
Daici: Shido! Suka meper2in lagi! Gore juga!
Dida: Setau gw Shido
Rifraf: Shido, anjrit pas di Bandung NGUPIL SEBRANKAS.. Gore juga tuh
Pura: Semua orang juga suka!
Ales: Gore
Revi: Ales. Kalo ga ngupil ga idup tau..
Gore: Gw HAHAH
Dio: Aku ga tau
Lutvi: Shido tuh anjrits
Shido: AKU TAK MERASA....

Nah sekarang biodata2 murtad....
So... temen gw yang namanya Lutvi dan Daici ini dulu digossipkan sebagai HOMO TULEN HAHAHA dan Lutvi yg paling agresif. Berikut bionya...

Nama: Arizky Machi
Rumah: ngekos
Umur: 17 tahun, sexy deh (??)
Sebagai: drummer dan PENARI LATAR BEYONCE KNOWLES

Nama: Arizky Lutvi (sedays!)
Rumah: sekamar ama Daici
Umur: Se Daici lah
Sebagai: Kekasih matang Daici
Fav. Song: Agnes Monica - Tak Ada Logika, dari aku buat Daici
Pacar: Begok lo ya? Daici lah!

Dan berikut tentang temen gw namanya Dida.. Anaknya pelit dan anak2 radak males dan kesel sama kepelitannya itu.. Berikut bionya...

Nama: Dida (anjing gw sengaja ditempatin paling belakang!)
Rumah: Ngutang
Umur: 35735 (asal pencet)
Sebagai: bassist kere

Dan gw yakin yang nulis bukan Dida melainkan oknum2 yang membencinya hahaa... Dia sengaja di urutan biodata dia yang disuruh nulis terakhir hahaha...

Dan ada lagi, 'makanan favorit anak2' judulnya... Dan dari semuanya,
Gw Ari Rere Daici Benje Dida Rifraf Lutvi Shido Gore Ales Putra Dio Revi setuju kalo makanan favorit Lutvi adalah... TITITNYA DAICI.

Daici sendiri berkomentar tentang makanan favorit Lutvi...
"TITIT GUA! PUAS LU SEMUA??"

Dan semua juga setuju kalau...
Shido: UPIL
Dida: makanan murah
Itu adalah makanan favorit mereka.

Dan ini yang poll... 'Jelasin satu sifat2 anak!'
Aem: Lutvi tukang cabul
Benje: Dida MISKIN, Shido kebanyakan sunat
Rere: SHIDO BERUSAHA TAMPAN (sumpah ngakak poll)
Rifraf: Lutvi pria gagal
Lutvi: Daici MENGGAIRAHKAN, Dida kelilit utang
Shido: Dida rongsokan soak
Gore: Dida rumahnya samping rel kereta, Lutvi tukan isep titit
Ales: Dida suka ngomong "OGAH MAHAL"
Putra: Lutvi HOMONYA KELEBIHAN

Dan berikut yang jadi trenseter anak2...
Rifraf: Usher
Shido: Gw mah trendsetter...

Wah ga kerasa gw udah pisah ama mereka lama banget! Jadi inget dulu2 suka ngelakuin hal2 gila.... Hahahaha miss ya guys!

I Am Hugging My Pillow

My Popo gave me 'Anakin' last days
I am so happy :D



Isn't he adorable? :D
A cute stuffed baby orca :D
A replica of an orca named Kasatka (i named it zzzzz)

I was dreaming this afternoon,
What will happen if i hug Tilikum??


Tilikum a. k.a Tilly lives in Seaworld Florida.
He is 22.5 ft long and weighs 12,300 lbs. This makes him the largest living captive orca.
I love him and i wish i could hug him!

I swear i love this photo so much.
I wish i could be like her :(

Just............. Go Home.

Dear RayRay,
Thanks for coming.
I appreciate it but i hate you.
Dont say that you're better than anyone.
Dont say that you can take care of me every moment.
Dont say that he's a bad person, he is not.
And dont say that, "you can trust me" and cry, i hate that line.
I dont need those shits that came out from your mouth.
I need me, myself and i.
And cig.
Just go away.
And dont cry, big boy.

DiscomfortDistractingReactingHaunting

What a boring night.
I spent my day with my cousins....
I was, happy.
But now, no i am not.

I've been waiting for Popo to call.
Where is he hoohsssssssssssssss im tired my eyes are redddd'ah!

I'm texting with my friend right now, talkin about my ex.
He passed away, a few years ago.
I remember when he said, "Oh i really love this song".
It's Linkin Park - Crawling Reanimation.

A few years later, i saw him.
It was the creepiest day ever.
He crawled towards me and asked me to gave him what he wanted.

And then... He left this beautiful world.
I didn't know about it, my cousin didn't call or text me.
He told after his burial.
I CRIEEEEEEEDDDD!!~

He loved the song and he did it.

Living In Neverland Ranch

Hello word, it' been a while :D
Gw ga bikin post baru karena lagi nginep di rumah nenek.
Kangen sama nenek jadinya kesini yayyy :D

Gw baru buka Twitter lagi, it's been 5 months yahahahahahhsssss
Akhirnya gw update lagi dan lagi dan akhirnya sukses.
Gila ya internet makin canggih aja,
Dulu Friendster, Myspace, Facebook, sekarang Twitter zzzz
Btw sekarang Friendster bisa chat loh! HAHAHAH

Pas gw ulangtahun kemaren, gw seneng banget soalnya banyak yang ngucapin :D
Ohhh bahagianya hati ini~
Mereka inget dan pas gw buka FB woooww notif seabgrekkk zzz
It was fantastic! :D

10 orang pertama yag ngucapin Happy Bday, Aem :D

Putra Argharna Channing
Arzita Shafira
Geraldine Clarinta
Bestari Salsatieu
Raka Widyarma
Audie Anjani
Della Sagitaria
Marco Adriaanz
Grace Van Leuken
Girani Manda

Thanks guys i love you all! :D

Btw selama nginep di rumah nenek, seneng bgt rasanya ketemu sama sodarakyu tercinta,
Safira and Rere (kalo ngomong Rere kok agak sensi ya ehem)
Tiap hari gw urusin kaya babysitter bla bla bla...
And enuff!

Stupid Kid Is Defending Himself ! LOL

Aduh anak2 jaman sekarang ya... Begonya ga ketulungan...
Gw lagi ketawa nih, karena apa? Karena ada anak bego
Kenapa bego? Karena gara2 dia minta nomer gw di Facebook dan gw laporin ke cewenya, dia berantem sama cewenya
BEGO kan?

Jadi gini ceritanya.
Jadi waktu itu di Facebook ada yang ngeadd gw kan, namanya Ecko (yaelah Eko aja kali) nama Facebooknya Ecko Petsykes, liat aja kalo mau. dia ngewall gw, ya gw bales dong, secara gw tidak sombong dan baik hati... ea
Trs tiba2 dia minta nomer gw nih, lewat inbox. YAAA GA GW KASIH LAH SIAPA LOOOO HEYYY~
Gw pindah tuh ke wall, gw bilang "minta nomer hp buat apa" eeeh wall gw diapus... maklum udah ada cewe juga dia... kalo ketawan abis kan HAHAHA :D
Dia tetep minta nomer hp gw tuh, ga gw kasih kan, dan gw bilang minta izin sama mantan gw dulu dan dia ga berani hahahha cowo macem apa loooo...

Dan karena gw kesel nih sama dia karena kayanya dia ngeboongin bininye, gw add lah bininya dan gw message ke bininya nih namanya Grace, kalo lakinye minta nomer gw.

Akhirnya dibales, dibilang minta nomer gw buat taruhan. eh babik lo haram! siapa lo maen nunjuk gw sebagai barang taruhan? ngamuk kan gw dan gw copy paste aja omongan si EckoGecko ini ke bininya dari bagian si Ecko bilang "kan lo cantik sekali,kok nggak punya ??" (maksudnya ga punya pacar) ampe selese.

Akhirnya si Grace bls message gw dan dia bilang "makasih ya infonya, ladenin aja terus, ok?" ga ngerti deh tuh maksudnya apa... dan pas gw liat profile si Ecko......

GW NGAKAK BUKAN MAEN

dari mulai "hopeless" sampe "gara gara dapetin uang gocap aja jadi begini. terserahlah !!!" anjir lucu bgt, gara2 ulah sendiri dia down sendiri.

Akhirnya dia ngewall gw, isinya:

Ecko Petsykes: maksih atas pemberitahuannya.
gara gara tantangan dapetin uang gocap aja begini jadi'a.
hahahaha
sudah puas belum ??

TOLOL GA SIH?

gara2 ulah sendiri malah kaya gt, nyalahin orang... Aduh bego bgt ni anak, pengen banget gw tuntun ke jalan yang bener abis itu gw kunciin di kandang sapi. WHERE'S YOU BRAIN, DUDE?

Dan akhirnya dia berantem ama bininya kan gara2 gw kasih tau. Bodo amat mau baikan apa engga mereka berdua, gw cuma ngasih tau bininya kok kalo lakinye 'bandel'. Akhirnya gw bales aja di Facebook kaya gini:

"ya sekarang siapa sih temen lo? gw juga ga percaya kalo lo taruhan ama temen lo, kenal sama gw aja baru trs temen lo ngajakin taruahan, siapa juga temen lo yg ngajakin taruhan?

dan kalo emang lo taruhan sama temen lo cewe lo seharusnya tau dong, kan cuma taruhan bukan serius... kenapa cewe lo ga tau kalo lo taruhan? cewe masuk ke dalam teruhan juga trs dia ga boleh tau? kalo gw jadi lo dan syg sama cewe gw sih, gw kasih tau dia kalo gw lg taruhan, biar dia ga marah sama gw, udah gt ngapain wall gw diapus?

ngapain juga lo bilang "Ecko Petskyes ia ia...udah,woles aja dah.kadang² dia juga pake fb gw kok.Sun 1:20" nyatanya cewe lo gatau kan tuh kalo lo minta nomer gw hahahah bego aja lo taruhan sama temen lo ga mikir endingnya kaya apa

asal lo tau ya, lo bilang gocap buat nomer, sama aja, nomer hp kan punya org dan lo minta ke gw, ya gw juga lah yg kena bukan gocap buat nomer gocap buat cewek tau ga, taruhan gocap buat nomer lg, ga ada yg lebih menantang apa? gebukin anak orang baru dpt gocap itu namanya COWOK GENTLE ga kaya lo minta nomer gw aja di inbox pas gw pindah ke wall diapus, cupu bgt"

Grow up, kid! It's 2009! Mau boong mikir dulu!

Darling It's Better!

I always dream to live underwater.
Isn't that nice?
To swim with ornamental fishes?
To find pearls with dolphins?
Exploring the underwater caves?
I want it.
I love the sea, i love the ocean.
That's why i'm listening to The Little Mermaid - Part of Your World right now :D



One of my favorite film all the time :D
Ariel said, "What would I give if I could live out of these waters?"
"What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand?"
She wanted to be a human.
But people want the opposite, especially me :p
I want to feel how to breathe in the water.
To swim freely!
To make noises with dolphins and swim through the seaweed forest...
Gee this makes me obsess............

If Walt Disney Were Still With Us...............................

I was listening this song; Pocahontas - Colors of the Wind

Gee i really love the song! (Em you really out of date zzz)
I wish i could sing with nature.......
I want to hear the hum of the mountain,
The wind sings of a journey...
I wish i could live in the world of imagination.................................................

Second!
Aladdin - A Whole New World


For me, they are the best couple ever!
FYI; Aladdin looks similiar to my high school friend named Sb LOL
He has the brown skin but he's not a street rat, underline that
I really love the intro of the song.
The piano makes me feel like flying and soooo relaxing :D
I love the song.

Third, The Lion King - Circle of Life


This is my favorite film and my favorite song when i was a kid :D
I remember when Mufasa died,
I ran into my parent's room and hid behind the door.
I was afraid to see Mufasa's death scene LOL
After that, i showed up and i cried,
Because Simba kept calling her dad.
It was sad.
But still i love the movie :D

To hear these song make me happy and smile :D
Not only these songs, but the whole Disney's songs!
Like Cinderella, Beauty and The Beast, The Little Mermaid...
Oh i wanna turn back time! :D

Latona Still Opens Her Eyes

Tired.
To wait someone to who doesnt love you.
To love someone who doesnt care about you.
And where is he now?
Is he sitting near the lake?
Is he fishing in Antartica?
Is he making a sand castle in Hawaii?
Did he remember you?
Did he call you or text you like he used to be?
Did he see you with smile?
He always did what he wanted to do.
Did he think about me?
I think not. That's my answer.
Tell me if you need your own world.
You can have it.
I'm tired of waiting.
Dont waste your time with me.
Waste it with your job.
I'll be singing and moving on.

Don't Touch Her With Your Insanity

Cry again.
My bestest friend.... She's in "danger".
I hope she can pass her time :(
I love her, i called her "mamah" because of her maturity.
She texted me a few minutes ago, and i was like....
SHIT HAPPENS.
Please God, protect her with your power!
Hold her like a lover!
Give her strenght, so she can pass everything with patience....
Guide her to the right path,
And let her sleep.
Mamah i love you, i always pray what's best for you.
If you need me, i'll be there.
I'll be a good listener.
That's what friends are for.
I love you Mamah.

Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife

Marco opens the connecting door; to Bella's room.
Bella sees him.
Bella runs to him and hugs him.
It looks like, they haven't meet for a long time,
though they live together in the same apartment.
Marco stares at Bella, strokes her hair and says, "How are you?"
"I'm... Good", says Bella and she touches Jacob's cheeks.
She miss him.
He miss her.
They kiss, like a lover.
He kisses her hard, like he never touched her before.
Bella looks... Clumsy.
But she's trying her best.
They kiss, for 15 minutes.

"Bella...", Marco stops the kiss and strokes Bella's hair.
"She needs me. I have to go"
"Do you need her?", asks Bella, and Marco hugs her.
"We'll meet soon", and Marco leaves her, alone in her room.

They have been living together for 2 years.
Marco lives next to Bella's room.
They even have connecting door.
So it makes them easy, to seeing each other.
In love, yes.
But Marco has someone else.
Diane is Marco's fiance.
Surely, it hurts, for Bella.
But Marco convinced her to not to cry or hurt.
He told her that he loves her very much.
But... Things change.

Then, Bella realizes something.
She cannot have Marco.
Marco belongs to someone else.
She needs Marco beside her.
Marco needs her, but he needs her fiance too.
What should Bella do?
Bella still sitting on her bed and cry.

You Are Ready To Come Home, Michael

OK! My computer is on! Yayy!
Gw langsung ngecek Insaniquarium && maen Mahjjong :D
2 hari yang lalu, gw bukber di Pangpol
Kita makan seafood, enak loooh :D deket Lokananta
Sebenernya dari jauh2 hari, gw udah seneng hari Jumat gw libur kuliah
EHHH TIBA2 ADA KELAS PENGGANTI~
Dan mengharuskan gw kuliah dari jam 1 sampe jam 4
Dan yang paling nyesek.........
Ada Live Michael Jackson dikuburin!
NOOOO~! Nyesek bukan main :'(

Udah gt pas pulang, nunggu busway lama bgt.... ada kali 15 menitan >:( grr
Dan akhirnya buka di jalan bareng Exor di Senayan zz
Tapi! Semua lancar :D
Yang dateng juga banyak;
Sasit, Jordan, Dana, Tina, Dyne, Exor, Abe, Popo :D, Miki, Edi, Aska, Audie, Bujet, A'a sama Tya
Seneng rasanya ngumpul2 terus ketawa2 kaya jaman SMA
Dan gw sedih banyak yang ga bisa dateng :( We'll meet soon, guys!

OK... Besok mulai kuliah lagi zzzzzzzzzz males rasanya muhahaha
Males jalannya dll puasa men!
Ngeliat orang2 makan di kantin kayanya nyiksa banget, uhhh :(
Tapi ga apa, banyak pahala :D