Wednesday, July 28, 2010

We All Need A Reason Because We Have Chance To Stay.

Please don't cry, baby beluga.
You know, all God's creatures have chances to do something.
Let me hear your song.
Let me see your face.

Oh, don't cry, baby beluga.
Everything's gonna be okay.
Well, maybe at the moment.
Go swim the ocean freely.

Baby beluga,
You're the victim of authority.
I know,
We all need a reason because we have chance to stay.

And if your heart can't hold it any longer,
Then close your eyes, baby beluga, and imagine something beautiful.
Because your imagination is stronger than everything.

Close your eyes, baby beluga.
And dream.

Anakin, You Dont Have To Love Padme, Love Me.

“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intima
tely acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am Me, and I am Okay."

-Virginia Satir

Someday I'll forget the color of your eyes, the sound of your voice will be unfamiliar. Someday I'll forget that I once loved you, the feelings will have faded, someday I'll forget.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

I Need You Here, Always.

Beberapa orang bilang pas gw udah sama Dennis sekarang, gw berubah. Mereka bilang gw lebih bahagia dan punya sifat yang sama2 sarap kaya Dennis.

Jujur, saya, sangat bersyukur telah memiliki Dennis Albert Sapulete dalam hidup saya. Dennis adalah kelebihan saya, Dennis adalah mata pengganti saya, Dennis adalah pembela saya, Dennis adalah darah saya. Dan Dennis, adalah orang yang saya cintai.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Your Idot Kinda Life.

Dear Mr. Idiot,

I want you to go home.
What's on your mind, idiot?
What happened to you?
You're not the same person like I know you.
Why you did this to your mother?
Why you dare to do it?
Whatever happens, SHE'S YOUR MOTHER. Underline that.

You disappoint me so much.
Not only me, your friends and your family too.
If you reply, "You know nothing about them!" then you're one of the foolest person in the world.

You said that you love your mother more than everything.
You said that you will never let her cry.
For a days, your words turn into dust.
Grow up, idiot.

Kid, remember one thing.
If your mother didn't give birth,

Grow up, make your parent and your grandmother proud.

I Know You Love Purple.

Arzita Shafira.

Perempuan yang selalu menjadi sahabat baikku selama lebih dari 3 tahun.
Perempuan yang selalu mengisi kekosongan hidupku.
Perempuan yang selalu membelaiku dengan tangan lebutnya (LESBI ABIS)
Perempuan yang selalu menghiburku ketika aku sedih.
Perempuan yang selalu memberikan advice terbaik untukku.
Perempuan yang selalu memperhatikanku di setiap waktu.
Perempuan yang selalu menjadi setengah jiwaku.
Perempuan yang selalu menjadi jodohku (anjir anjir anjir HAHAHA)
Perempuan yang selalu menasihitaku disaat otakku kaku.
Perempuan yang selalu mengesmsku setiap hari.
Perempuan yang selalu menghiasi hariku.
Perempuan yang selalu memberikan lelucon2 tertai setiap hariku.
Perempuan yang selalu menjadi perempuan (?)

Siet, just wanna let you know, I swear I cant go on without you. You are my bestest friendm a super duper true friend of mine. I'll go crazy if you are not around.

Sya, I'm very glad to have a friend like you. I hope our relationship (EMUAHAHAH) will alway go on, because being your friend is one of the most happiest moment in my life.

I would cook a chicken with ketchup sauce for you everyday, even it tastes..... Funny. I would bring Skippie to your house... Even you hate it HAHA. I would your blue eyes of Hassassin, your Gisli Orn Gardasson for life.

I would be, your Jacob Black.

Thankyou, Arzita Shafira.
You've made my days :)

PS: sy buat ini pas sy lg mtg, tk

Saturday, July 3, 2010

On The Wing of Albatross.

Dear Dennis Albert Sapulete,
I’m writing this letter on behalf of myself, I’m proud of what you’ve done.
You’re going to be a pilot soon, just like your father.

I’m very proud of you. So proud. Extremely proud. Perjuangan kamu selama ini akhirnya ngebuahin hasil, iya ga? :)

Inget dimana aku baru bangun mau ke kampus kamu udah di tempat tes, dan betapa deg-degannya kamu saat itu. Dari mulai tes kesehatan, tes yang kata kamu paling susah, kamu bisa lewat. Alhamdullilah banget akhirnya kamu sekarang jadi part of BIFA :)

Friday, 2 July 2010
Someone called you. Dan jujur, pas aku liat cara kamu nanggepin orang di telfon itu, aku tau ini pasti orang BIFA. Aku sok2 liat buku kenangan kamu aja.. And when you ended up the call… Mukamu sumringah. You are part of BIFA now. You passed all of the tests. Dan bertepatan sama ulangtaun papah dan ulangtaun pernikahan ke 30 orangtua kamu. What a wonderful present for your dad and your mom :)

Dan pas di jalan pulang, we had a little conversation which makes you gave me your never-ending-smile. Betapa bangganya aku sama kamu, I’m impressed. It was a perfect day between you and your life, family, friends and me :)

Kamu bilang, pilot itu cita2 kamu dari kecil. Rata2, orang2 pada bilang kalo anak kecil makin gede cita2nya pasti berubah, tapi tidak buat kamu. Kamu pegang cita2 kamu hingga kamu dewasa hingga akhirnya cita2 kamu udah 50% kecapai. And for the first step, kamu udah keterima di BIFA.

Dan apa yang aku pikirin? Jarang ada anak kecil yang masa kecilnya kaya kamu, dari kecil sampe gede aja kamu bisa berpegang kuat sama pendirian kamu tanpa kehasut orang lain dan kamu usaha keras banget buat mencapai itu. Dan, kamu udah bisa nunjukin kedewasaan kamu dari kamu kecil :) That makes you one of kind J I think I’m one of the luckiest person in the world :)

Kamu bilang orang2 ngeliat kamu sebelah mata (mungkin karena kamu ga sekolah, cengengesan dan selengean juga) but now, what will they say? They’ll respect you. HELLO CAPTAIN! HOW’S EVERYTHING? Bangga ga sih? Calon kaptenku? :D

Sekarang, aku Cuma bisa doa terus buat kamu. Ngedoain kamu supaya sukses dan lancar2 aja selama kamu belajar. You are one step closer to your dream, dearest :) you will conquer the air! And I’m happy for you :)

Btw, I’m listening to Chris Brown – Crawl. The song has a great meaning, here's the lyric:

“If we crawl, until we can walk again, and we’ll run, until we’re strong enough to jump, then we’ll fly, until there is no end…”

Liriknya bagus banget… Dan aku ngartiin bagian ini mungkin beda sama yang laen, dan apa yang aku dapet dari lirik ini adalah, kita coba dari bawah, dari mulai kita ga bisa apa2, dan untuk bisa apa2 kita harus belajar, tinggi, makin tinggi dan kita bisa capai apa yang kita mau, until there’s no end for that :)

Dear Captain Sapulete Jr.,
If only for one moment, the air had shared with you all it knows,
The air wouldn’t be a mystery.

I will find you, my darling,
I will hold you close, my melody,
And sing the song of the air with you.

..Reach your dreams, be proud of yourself.

btw nanti ga begini ya? zz

Still waiting that day, where you knock my door and says, “Honey, I’m home!” and I open the door and see you with uniform. And I say, “Hello Capt, welcome home” :)

I love you, Dennis.

Yours sincerely,