Thursday, May 23, 2013

A Place Where Our Dreams and Reality Collide.


We are high.
We are sitting on the wing of an eagle.
We are running on a desolate freeway.
We are a lone wolves terrorist.

We painted our own galaxy.
We saw phenomena together.
We held back our tears.
We left our memories behind.

I am a marionette.
And you are a cyborg.
We are cursing each other.
But we are in love with the sounds we made.

We, are the world.
We are the freedom.
We are the keeper of the faith.
We cannot be separate.

We live in the sky.
We blend with the color of the ocean.
We hear nothing but a beating heart.
We, complete each other.

Monday, May 13, 2013

And In That Moment I Swear We Were Infinite.


Anggia sits on the sofa at the balcony in her house.
Waiting.
She's waiting someone to come home,
To give her the warmest hug she had ever got.

She remembers something.
Five years ago, at the beach.
It was midnight and it was cold.
It was beautiful.

That was the first time when Juneau confessed to her,
That he loves her and wants to be with her.
And that was the first time Juneau kissed her forehead,
Because they agreed to start a new life together.

Juneau is a great man, a gentle man.
Anggia and Juneau are one.
They understand each other,
It's like they can communicate with only using their inner voices.

Juneau is Anggia.
Anggia is Juneau.
Juneau is hers.
Anggia is his.

Knock, knock.
Suddenly, there's a knock on the door.
Anggia runs towards the door and opens it.
It's Juneau.

They're staring each other for a minute.
"What took you so long?", Anggia looks mad.
"You said you'll be home at 7, but take a look to your watch, what time is it? It's almost midnight!", Anggia's voice rises.
"My plane got delayed... Why are you mad?", asks Juneau.

"I miss you!", and Anggia drops her tears.
Juneau keeps silent and still staring at her.
"What are you looking at?!", asks Anggia.
"I'm looking at my wife. She's always stunning to look at", answers Juneau.

Juneau hugs her like he never hugged her before.
He kisses her forehead and wipes her tears.
"Don't cry, Anggia. Angel doesn't cry", says Juneau.
Anggia smiles at him.

They walk in, to the living room.
Anggia is making a hot tea for her husband,
While her husband is relaxing on the sofa.
Juneau looks tired.

"Angel", Juneau calls her wife. "Mind to accompany me?"
"Where to?", Anggia walks towards her husband and puts a cup of hot tea on the table in front of them.
"To heaven, to meet my other angels", says Juneau.
"Sure", answers Anggia.

They walk together upstairs towards a door with the word 'heaven'.
Juneau opens the door and smiles so wide.
"My angels are sleeping", Juneau steps inside the room.
"I miss my twins so much", says Juneau.

Juneau is watching his twins sleeping.
His face really shows Anggia that he really misses their children.
Juneau kisses the twins and walks towards Anggia.
"Goodnight, my King Angelo and my Queen Angela", says Juneau and he closes the door.



"Juneau, I am happy to have you. At the first, I can't imagine that I'll be your wife. But now you see, I am giving you my all and I am a proud mother and a proud wife. Yes, Juneau, I will marry you, I will be your wife. Like you said, until death do us apart"


"Angel, I will marry you today and everyday"


Monday, May 6, 2013

Wherever He Is, That's Where My Home Is.


Just like the old days,
I'm letting the world flows through me.
I can almost see the sea from here.
I'm gonna dive in and make my bones hurt by the cold.

What?
Hey, I'm doing great.
Just because I talk with an accent,
Doesn't mean I think with an accent.

Stop.
I am stopping myself for rewinding the memories.
I've promised myself to not to touch it.
But why my feeling and my logic won't cooperate?

He's like the air to me.
Why can I just love him?
He's so easy to love.
I must see it through, what brought me here.

I can almost hear your voice,
Telling me to remember all the good,
How we loved and laughed and played.
Forgetting all the bad.

January is all I know and all I ever want to know.
Why a month?
Because it's long enough to be meaningful,
But short enough to stay out of trouble.

Do you know something?
You're defying every law of nature I've ever known.
Life will never be better or sweeter than this.
Why don't you just tell me what you need?

We tried to be wrong once in a while.
We did our ego good.
Now, would you picture your life for me?
Twenty years from now, with me by your side?

I know what we had was real.
I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent our time together.
You gave me so many things,
And that's what I hope to give to you forever. 

Juneau, I can almost see you,
That one day, you'll be here too.
Live the life you have before we separated.
For I will be here, waiting to welcome you.




"I know that she is good and strong and deserves all the love this world has to give. Can't you see that, how wonderful, how special she is?"
-Juneau, K√≥pavogur.


Search and Destroy.

Searching,
Drowning,
Searching,
Burning,

Do I have to see?
Do I have to feel?
Do I have to accept?
Do I have to welcome?

I am too independent.
My excess is my flaw.
I am too arrogant to myself.
I am too selfish to myself.

Mother said what I need is balance.
I need a balancer who understands the way I am.
I need to talk to myself and ask my heart.
Do I need you, or not.