We have secrets,
Things we regret,
Dreams we can't reach,
And a love that we will never forget.
Our lives are normal.
We are only human.
We made happiness,
We made mistakes.
I never said that you were my mistake.
You came for a reason,
I let you in for a reason,
It was normal.
And came the day you went away.
Still I don't know why you left.
You haven't told me the reason why you went away.
It doesn't matter anymore.
I won't ask.
I will never look back at you.
Unless, I am planning to go that way.
Don't wake me up.
Let me dream.
So I won't weep when I return to my bitter reality,
Missing you, like I always wanted to.
I have loved and been loved.
And I know,
All I love is love,
And someone I love is going to be taken away.
I wanted to tell you everything.
Maybe, we could have lived differently.
Maybe, I could have loved you more.
Maybe, I could be there with you now instead of here.
If only I could said,
"I am so afraid of losing someone I love that I refuse to love anything",
Maybe, that would have made the impossible possible.
But I couldn't do it, and here I am, instead of there.
You are a person who can never stay,
Who can never accept my offer of companionship for more than a little while,
A person, who loves to walk away.
You could go forward in your life without ever looking back over your shoulder,
And wondering what might have been.
And let me go.
I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you.