Monday, April 8, 2013

Ἀνάγκη.


She wasn't exactly sure when it happened nor when it started.
All she knew was that right here and now.
She was falling hard,
And she could only pray that he was feeling the same way.

But time told her something.
Something that hurt her,
Something that she didn't want to see and hear.
He wasn't for her to be exact.

He broke her heart in the right way.
He figured out that she fell in love with him,
And he tried to make her stop by hurt her that way.
He succeeded.

She knew that she cannot separate the good from the bad.
She knew that there is no need to do so either.
She knew that without the mask, where will she hide?
She knew that she will always fall in love and it will always be like having her throat cut, just that fast.

And she knew that her path won't cross with his.
And she knew that to fall in love with a man whose future can't include her is a big mistake.
How can she acts like she never loved him?
She fell down so hard and his absence has been making her heart grow fonder.

She has been through a lot of happy moments and have suffered a great deal.
Every moment is different from the other. 
The good, the bad, the joy, the tragedy, love, sadness and happiness,
Those are called life.

She wants to go far away from there.
Because her experience made her completely alive.
Because it was only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon, a week.
Because she is left with memories that she will treasure it for the rest of her life.

What is meant to be will always find a way, she knows that.
To say how much she loves is to love but a little.
And love can come to everyone, everywhere, everytime.
And it is forever, never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.

He came to her life,
And left footprints on her heart.
She knows that she will lose by holding back.
And now she is waiting for the day when she looks at him,

And she feels absolutely nothing.

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