Friday, April 10, 2015

Sea of Voices.


Do you ever feel so tired,
You just want to sit there,
Sighing,
And end up everything?

Do you ever feel,
What you've been doing are useless?
You didn't get the point,
And you're like, "Fuck it, I give up"?

Yes.
I was like, "Fuck this shit, fuck you, I'm leaving".
He was there, in front of me,
He was starring at me like a hungry baby.

I was like, "I am not that kind of woman".
"I am not that cranky bitch who wants everything".
But you were like, "I don't care".
"I just want to be with you".

I begged him to open his mind wider.
He said, "I did".
"I always do".
"But it always been you".

I asked him to go away.
And he said, "Do I really need to go?"
"You can drive me away, but you will never can move my heart".
"You cannot erase the feeling for a woman who changed your life".

"Are you the boy who has been living with me for almost a year?", I asked.
He didn't smile.
"I am the boy you love".
"I am the boy who will regret if I let you walk away from me".

"I am the boy who loves to see you happy", he said.
"I am the boy who sacrifices his time for his girl".
"I am the boy who guards you wherever you go".
"I am the boy, who looks after you even when you're gone".

"Don't ever give up on me. I love you. I love to see you. I love the way you think. I love the way you protect me. You are worth to look after. Falling in love with you is like coming home to a place I didn't realize I'd been missing all my life. You're the only person I've ever known who accepts me for who I am, right in this moment, faults and all, and isn't waiting for me to become someone else. Even though you're an independent woman and you don't need a companion, I am very grateful you're here. I wish I knew what you were thinking. I wish I could slip into your head and see the world the way you do. I wish I could see myself the way you do. You belong to me. You could do anything you wanted with me and I would let you. You could ask anything. My heart tells me this is the best and the greatest feeling I have ever had. All night I've watched you sleeping, I've never seen anything more beautiful and I keep thinking of the life we could have in the future. No, you didn't trick me to love you. It was me and my curiosity back then. Don't leave me, even for a minute. Because you're a woman that I will always admire and I will lost without you".

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