Painting Pain.

You are my sweetest downfall.

The sweetest, the hardest,

The illness, the careless,

The manliest? No, you're not.

I didn't beg for more.

I didn't beg you to love me back.

I didn't touch you.

I didn't look after you.

I'm a thief.

Stealing some of your body parts,

It's contagious.

It hurts me deep.

Someone said,

When I least expect someone,

That person will come to find me.

It's useless.

Season changes,

Raindrops and teardrops look the same,

Wet coat and daffodils,

We never stayed the same.

I have some many wishes here inside my chest.

I wish I could stop you.

I wish I could make a bigger shield,

I wish you could turn to me and won't look back.

Hazel eyes and cigarettes,

You come in red, I can't tolerate.

White owls and a barking dog,

I convinced myself that I won't have you back.