My Prayer of Atonement.

Thank you,

For making me realize.

Thank you,

For letting me see.

If only I could turn back time,

I would leave you as soon as possible.

I wouldn't let you in.

I wouldn't let you touch me.

I should've not said your name.

I should've not called you out.

I should've not asked you things.

I should've not fallen for you.

Now I am here,

Sitting and hurting myself in vain.

Starring at the mess I made.

I should walk away.

I am sorry, my mistakes.

I'm wrong.

Every second I've been doing is all wrong.

Yes, I've been doing you wrong.

I am sad.

Why I have to face this kind of thing again and again?

All I want is a simple kind of story, a lovely one.

No charges, no pain.

Now I am here,

Standing with no confidence.

I am weak for a moment.

I am hurt for what I've been doing.

I will say goodbye.

I will leave it all behind.

I will walk away.

And you will understand.