My Queen.

I miss her.

So much.

I want her back,

But I know death did us apart.

The way she calls my name,

The way she smiles,

The way she looks at her grandchildren,

How I miss her so much.

I remember the day when she lied down in the dialysis room.

She smiled when I walked in.

We shared stories, laughters and love.

Eventhough her body was too weak to move.

I remember the day when she passed away though I don't want to remember.

She looked healthy, she smiled.

That was the scariest moment in life,

Because losing her was one of my biggest fears.

I remember the last day when I went to her final resting place.

It was quiet, too quiet.

But I cried too loud.

I lost you and you will not return.

Hey beautiful,

I believe that you're happy right now.

An angel like you deserves a good place out there.

Don't worry, because one day, we're all will follow you there.